yet more dreams:

yet more dreams:

• los angeles, drivng w/ jon
• coke w/ brooke
• kramer's big dick
• wakefield garage?

poem fragment, on acela

dark tragedies of woonsocket, pawtucket, providence
empty warehouse shells by the tracks
blurring by my window
while i slur a beer and scotch
150 miles an hour
away from my past

circling the wagons
around me and mine
hunkering down,
waiting out the frost
taking these lessons
to hibernate with me

more dreams:

more dreams:

• ocean resort with leslie and family, flying, lost
• hiking, mountains, with dave grois, lost
• canada trip with leslie, newbury comics, family drama, oprah,
• apartment buildings, boston car
• apartment dream, roomate drama, joe torre as cop
• new years eve dream, city, jenn tsang, boat, city
• sex worker / amusement ride
• high school, gerbils
• dance troop: cause co-motion!

dreams:

dreams:

snowboarding

• early season
• learning tricks
• new board

brian fox birthday

• old estranged friends
• sitting next to erik
• aimee there

family dinner / newbury comics

• ciriglianos and pastores eating dinner
• same building as newbury comics superstore
• meeting jess there for my birthday
• sim city toy presents, tatoo
• evil dave iverson
• mine shaft transportation system
• back down to dinner
• jill eating prime rib
• my dad and big chief there, zack
• we plead to bring chief home, but can't

catching little league classic

end of a fucked up year

"no year could cut us like that one..."
- hot water music, "it's hard to know"



circling the wagons, hunkering down for the holidays and the end of the year.

counting lessons learned, making this year stick.

end of a year

I don't like parties
They avoid the truth
People lying
In search of a good time
We smile avoid
Unpleasant situations
Put it off, maybe
It will go away

Come together, divide by ages
We're always talking though
But nothing changes
It's the end of a year...
There's another one coming

There will be no victory
No progress made
If we do not stand apart
From the enemy
Oh weak foundations
That we've laid
Melt with the years
You are nothing

We don't move forward
But away
We distance ourselves from
Our history
We justify it with
cheap cliches
We're just scared of dying

Words are not enough

it's working already

my chinese horoscope for today:

"At work, you'll be efficient and determined to carry through what you've decided. Beware of the level of fat in your blood: Eat very light, avoid butter and fatty dishes, eat barbecued fishes of all kinds as well as raw vegetables. Be disposed to take the first steps. You'll be in full possession of your means and capable of achieving great things."