monster

All in my mind but there's no shaking
Scary, sad things out of my mind
Always on time, but there's no time to
Bring the scary, sad girl back to life
None in her heart, some of the things She did seemed almost nice
I can't stop the blush when things aren't right
But I'm to scary, sad to cry
Feel it so strong but she's done it so wrong
All those scary, sad things; scary sad things
Every time she slit her wrists I wish she hit instead of missed
Every secret family crime, all my love a waste of time
Every doctor, every shrink, every bloody bathroom sink
All the filth we tried to hide, just a face I needed to be beside
All those scary, sad things are what any love brings
Scary, sad girl leave my happy lone world
Every girl that I ever hated was just a monster that I created
Maybe if I close my eyes real tight
then the scary, sad Things
will go away and I'll quit living in yesterday
I'll just smile and laugh at all the scary, sad Things you put me through
None of the doctors could find a cure
Just a scary, sad girl in a scary, sad world
None of the shrinks could make her think
About anyone else but her
I want to go home, I want my mom to make The bad things go away
I want to forget I could ever let any
Scary, sad girl treat me that way
Feel it so strong, but she's done it so wrong
Truth comes out in dreams at night
Cause she's done it so right
All those scary, sad things; scary, sad things